Life Sucks

yeah it really does.
even though i'm trying to chillax or whatever i'm still very mad at .... well basically the world. and so i'm ranting on my blog about how overly self absorbed in my own stupid pitiful life.
and to hell with it all.
i wish i wouldn't/couldn't wish.
would it just be easier not to have emotions or feelings at all. just a shell of (un)human kindness????

words are just spilling out of my fuming head.
and then i get mad at myself because i have nothing to be mad about, or what i am mad about has no revalence nor any importance except to my own selfish being.

and now i will stop ranting, no longer bug you, and hopefully remember to send that e-mail.